Idol Fever: Part Deux

What I Did On My Summer Vacation

2007-09-06T13:04:00.000-07:00

I love the cliche` sound to the title and it's a good way to wrap up a rather quick and short blog. For some, break starts in May. For others it's June. The last day of school for me was in May. I was registered for the summer and for the first two weeks of the summer semester I held my breath. I held it for money which was the most silliest idea. Money for school and housing. My financial aid advisor and I got to know eachother. I used to sit by the phone in the morning waiting for his call.
For nearly 3 months we waited for an official letter from a bank saying my past student loans aren't in default anymore. During those three months...
I drove a taxi cab for three nights. 5p.m. to 5a.m in Fitchburg in the dark. I made some runs to Leominster and got lost. Customers complained about my inexperianced driving skills. The roads are clear at night but people are also in high spirits....the song "People are Strange" by the Doors come in mind.
After three days I figured safety is more important than money. Even though I was offered driving lessons, I declined and re-united with my bicylce.
After a month and some change I woke myself up at 4a.m to make my way to the unemployment office for 5.--I'm skipping a whole section of my summer vacation...oh yes...the minor.
I'll leave it to my younger sister to write the book that will make her rich. Here is a sample of her book. She told me she will begin with the words "once upon a time there was baby that nobody loved...." wow.
There was the factory I worked at each morning and then after work I went to my Marine friend's house and played chess. Work, chess, blockbuster, home...sort of. I didn't watch the blockbuster movies at home...just the special feature on my PS2 and that was only 1 movie...Silent Hill which I've seen a million and 1 times....
There was the eyebrow piercings and blonde streaks gearing up for the American Idol auditions in Philadelphia. It was my 4th time auditioning, 2nd time not passing the first round. I have theories.... I met some cool people and some uh..what's that song by The Doors again- "people are strange"....
Now, break's over and it's school days once again. I commute from Fitchburg to Boston and ride a jacked up bike with no back breaks from North Station to Brookline. I have no bike lock so I park it in the underground garage which I'm fortunate it's not a car so I don't have to pay for parking.
What I did on my summer vacation was nothing more than work and entertain myself in the oddest of ways...some not so odd. Now it's time to get my learn on and do great things...I wish I had something deep and positive to end this thing with but I can't think of any right now and this particular entry was semi-pointless to begin with anyway. So I close this blog with a quote from a girl named Angela..."It's nice to stay in that semi-informed fantasy land where [he] is just real enough to have a personality and just unreal enough to be perfect."

article from Pennlive.com

2007-08-29T09:44:00.000-07:00

'Idol' audition's reality: long lines, slim chances
'American Idol' hopefuls chase stardom at audition 'Idol' hopefuls give voice to their dreams at audition

Tuesday, August 28, 2007
BY LI WANG
Of The Patriot-News

PHILADELPHIA - Even in the pitch dark of 4:45 a.m. Monday, it was easy to see signs of madness in south Philadelphia.

A backup had developed on the Interstate 76 off-ramp to get to the Wachovia Center for the last round of tryouts for season seven of "American Idol."

Instead of waiting, hordes of young women, eager to become the next Kelly Clarkson, abandoned the drivers of their vehicles and walked, some in platform shoes, along the narrow space between the guardrail and cars.

The madness continued on the road, as cars aggressively closed in on the arena, bearing license plates from places such as Michigan and Manitoba.

All for a needle-slim hope of being chosen for the Fox reality show to be aired in January.

The wannabes were coming for 30-second auditions in front of producers and musicians affiliated with the show. Only 100 to 200 of Monday's participants will eventually make it in front of the big three: Simon Cowell, Randy Jackson and Paula Abdul.

Some slept on the concrete, some howled for the cameras, and others tried hard to keep up the energy with mediocre renditions of "Lean on Me" or "Chain of Fools." It was clear why cantankerous tell-it-like-it-is judge Cowell has so much ammunition.

Contestants who were allowed to start lining up at 5 a.m. eagerly tried to get the attention of the media. Television crews from the local Fox affiliate and national news channels aimed their cameras on the rowdy but well-mannered crowd. A handful of performers shined during impromptu a cappella takes for TV and radio stations.

Jesselle Rodriguez, 19, of Reading, was one of the hopefuls near the front of the line, which spilled over into a penned-in area in the parking lot where many waited in fenced-in sections just like cattle. Fox officials estimated more than 17,000 singers and supporters turned up for the audition.

Rodriguez had been camping out since midnight. "I finally got the guts to do this, so I figured I would make sure that I was going to have the chance to perform," she said.

Miranda Tozier-Robbins, 24, of Fitchburg, Mass., hoped that the third time was a charm. She already tried out in Foxborough, Mass., and Orlando, Fla.

"Last time, Simon said that I sounded too childish and Paula said she felt like she was in a schoolyard," said Tozier-Robbins, who writes about her "Idol" aspirations in a blog at idolfeverdeux.blogspot.com. "So this time, I am going to bring a more mature sound."
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One ticket to Philadelphia

2007-08-18T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hear of a story about a writer who played Texas Hold'em to get through college, wrote about it, gave it Hollywood who then tweaked the idea to make it "original" and titled it Rounders?
Now meet the young girl who played Texas Hold'em at a private bar and underground basement to win money for bus tickets to an American Idol audition.
Although I missed the 7 day advance to get to Philadelphia, (bus station in Leominster was out of tickets and I have no car to get to Worcester) I still have a couple days to get the cheap ticket coming back home...

Bus Ticket Dilema

2007-08-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

Right, well since last week I was "saving" for my bus ticket to Philly. I wanted to write an entry when I actually had my ticket in my hands.
Yesterday, I had half the money. Today I would have had the other half. Today my friend and I were fired from the unemployment office. No more factory work....but no other half of bus ticket money either. Wow! My bad luck couldn't wait one more day.
So, I decided to take the half I had and invest it in poker hoping to have the money by midafternoon.....sucks when someone with 66 calls your pocket kickers and hits a straight on the river. Anyways, after hours of gameplay, I'm broke (what else is new?) and back at ground zero.
I have till tomorrow for a blitzkrieg bus ticket donation campaign for the 7 day advance tickets.....

Ayla Brown en route to Dirty Burg

2007-08-13T19:55:00.000-07:00

American Idol season 5 contestant and Boston College basketball star Ayla Brown decides to tour her way through Fitchburg, MA also known as SpicBurg, Snitchburg, and Da Dirty Burg..............
Here is some irony. Guess what I got in the mail today....it's sitting in front of me unopened. On July 29th, I ordered a CD. Nearly a week later I sent off the money. Haven't been online in weeks....I have to pause writing this blog because an immature 17 year old wants to play phone games at 11 o'clock at night.....
Yesterday...late night..I learn my CD is shipped and to accompany my CD, Ayla Brown will sing at the stadium I used to march on in high school. The stadium I ride my bike by everyday to work.....and from work....and from my house to downtown Fitchburg...and coming back home from downtown...The same stadium when I was 18 I threw up a river next to. And who's going to be there to see Ayla Brown? A bunch of 10 year olds and Me.....
After a dramatically long night with 45 minutes sleep and a long work day at a factory- a different one today; corrugator was down at the usual one (though I learned later today it was fixed on Saturday), I cash my check at a gas station and scan the news stands for the local free kiddy paper. No luck. On the other side of the doors on the ground was the Newport catalogs...followed by this infamous Fitchburg Pride which I grabbed one and dashed.....after a long evening I arrive home to a package on the table...it's still unopened. I know what the cover already looks like. I know 4 tracks.....what to do, what to do. Anticipation is killing me...

America Wants a Story

2007-08-12T21:10:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago I saw that movie "American Dreamz" with Mandy Moore. Anyways, the producers in the movie gave a long speech about America wanting drama. That's how it's always been. Americans are into drama.
I hate soap operas. I think they're stupid. It's the acting style.....so dramatic......it's dramatic because people really act and feel like that.
I have a story. A sick story, but a story all the same and it's entertaining.
Let's see, I have the love story to tell. Love story turned controversial drama turned entertaining sitcom.
I have the life in the dirty Burg story.
There's work.....not very entertaining.
My poker life.....very entertaining. As a matter of fact I was invited to a private outing yesterday. There's an all male members only club and the only way in is by being someone's guest...well, someone wanted me as their guest and I played cards with our more experianced Americans all day yesterday. Good times.

One Month

2007-07-25T11:14:00.000-07:00

One month from today I'm going to the American Idol auditions in Philly. Four weeks.
I got into a bicycle accident a few days ago. I borrowed one of my younger sister's bikes. Her girlfriend was working on the bolts and screws on it. I had no idea. I took it and went down one of the many hills in the second hilliest city in the nation. I jumped off the curb and the front wheel flew away sending me to the concrete. I've called out of work the past three days. No way I can work in a factory with my leg oozing and open gashes on my arm. It sucks but that's what I love (sort of) about riding my bike.
I'll be okay though in four weeks. I'm sure there will be a trace of scars...

I'm Here to Inspire

2007-07-11T11:28:00.000-07:00

American Idol is a good way to get a message to millions of people. Sure I can blog and people can happen to come across it, but it's not that impactful...if that's a word.
I'm going through tough times right now. I believe a good judge of character is how fast you pick yourself up after you fall down. I'm not talking economically but spiritually, the soul...and I'm NOT talking about religion.
I'm experiancing a break-up and I'm sharing it with the world. It's my first and I'm quite confused.
Twice I've progressed in this competition to the judges. I know over confidence is a bad thing as last year's Jersey auditions proved but I have plans, sort of, for this year.
Right, so about inspiring, I believe my life already is inspiring. My drill sergeant once said in awe ," Tozier-Robbins, you have a big will." I just stood there. I already knew that.
A long time ago this kid said to me out the blue, " I get it! You think your life is a movie! We could all be standing here and that tree would fall down just cuz you're here!"
I told my mom some force is following me. One day I entered the house but my own presence preceded me. Long story.
I know these all seem like started ramblings and I may come off as weird, which I slightly am, but there is method to the madness...

Idol Fever: Part Deux

2007-06-27T15:39:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt that you were at the right place at the right time? I've been periodically looking at the official American Idol site for the Season 7 audition dates. A couple days ago I was watching a movie with my friend..."Made In America" with Whoopi Goldberg and Nia Long. Good movie. I saw it when I was in my early teens. Anyways, I wanted to watch another movie. My friend didn't. He gave me $5 to get some food. I was tempted to go someplace other than getting food. No bad thoughts, just another friend's house.....I ended up dazely going to Burger King because I didn't know what to do with myself.
Waiting for my whopper junior and onion rings, I glanced down at the discombobulated copy of USA Today on the counter. Justin Timberlake was in a small box in the left hand corner. I figured it was the Life section. I like the Life section because it's where all the entertainment news is. I was semi-curious to see what else was going on in entertainment...more curiously what Justin T. was up to. I picked up the paper and flipped it over to the top side. "Calling all American Idol wannabes...." My heart droppped. In a box was the long anticipated audition schedule.
I want so badly to bring my friend, but she's not 18 and I don't think her mom will travel Greyhound with us to Philly.
I'm going though......

Idol Fever: Part Deux

What I Did On My Summer Vacation

article from Pennlive.com

'Idol' audition's reality: long lines, slim chances'American Idol' hopefuls chase stardom at audition 'Idol' hopefuls give voice to their dreams at audition

One ticket to Philadelphia

Bus Ticket Dilema

Ayla Brown en route to Dirty Burg

America Wants a Story

One Month

I'm Here to Inspire

Idol Fever: Part Deux

'Idol' audition's reality: long lines, slim chances
'American Idol' hopefuls chase stardom at audition 'Idol' hopefuls give voice to their dreams at audition